UPH Sialaaaaaannnn !!!

First of all, for those who in anyway connected or affiliated to UPH, and are offended by my notes in any possible way...I'm sorry, but no offense, this shit actually happened to me and my friends ! So I'm not just going to sit around and act like nothing happened !

Berikut, hal2 yg bkin gw sgt pissed off dan kesel bgt sm UPH, dan sumpah gw ilfeel abis !!!

1. Pada saat gw, ayeq, thomas, leandro, archie, cherry, farandi dtg ke admission officeny UPH :

ruth : mbak, ini kita mo dftr...

mbak admission 1 : ohh, iya2...mm, sbntr ya dek....*lalu kita dialihkan ke loket mbak admission no 2, yg mukany sumpah jutek mampus !!!

mbak admission 2 : mo ngembaliin form ? *msh dgn muka jutekny* mapnya mana ?

Ayeq : ohh ini kita dftrny online mbak.

mbak admission 2 : ini smuanya online *smbl nunjuk ke 6 org ank gonz lainny* ?

Ayeq, ruth : Iya mbak.

mbak admission 2 : Bagussss !!! *dgn nada ketus, jutek, san sumpah NYOLOT abisss !!!*

mbak admission 2 : ya udh, satu2 yah dftrny. yg lainny tolong duduk di sana. *dgn nada yg g enak*

Complain gw : SUMPAH ! UPH GA BISA CARI PETUGAS ADMISSION YG LBIH RAMAH APA ????!!!! Paling ga yg g nyolot yah !!! ptugas kek gituan tuh sharusny ramah !!! bukan nyolot !!! Pecat aja tuh org !!! Staff admission yg shift tgl 19 sept 2008 jam 3 sore namanya Irma !!!! Wuarghhh !!!! *emosi bgt gw*

2. Time pass by, tmn gw ayeq dftr dgn lancar, thomas jg dftr dgn lancar...lalu tiba giliran gw....

mbak admission 2 (irma) : udh bawa 3 gmbr portfolio yg dtndtngn kepsek n dicap, sama essay yg ditulis tangan blm ?

gw : hah ?! Lohh, bknny cmn disuruh 1 yah mbak ? di applicationny termsny cmn ditulis ONE PORTFOLIO (DRAWINGS) SIGNED BY ART TEACHER AND STAMPPED. Dan ga ditulis apa2 tuh soal HANDWRITTEN ESSAY ?!

Irma : *smbl ngluarin file, nunjukin surat* Iya, ini ditulis kok. Permintaan dr fakultasnya, 3 gmbr portfolio, essay yg ditulis tangan.

gw : TP INI DI APPLICATION TERM-NY GA DITULIS APA2 TTG ITU ???!!! trus gmn dong mbak ?

Irma : *dia nanya ke tmnny di smpg* ehh, lo td pas ad ank design yg apply tp g bw 3 portfolio sm essay tulis tangan lo apain ? LO SURUH BALIK YAH ? *dgn nada ketus n nyolot*

Complain gw : First, sumpah ! ini Irma nyolot abis sihh !!! dia ngmg kek gt di dpn gw !!! Arghhh !!! kesel bgt gw !!! mati aja lo !!!! UPH ga bisa cri ptugas admission yg lbh ramah apaaaaa ???? Second, gw kesel bgt sm UPH, KENAPA DI APPLICATION TERM YG DICANTUMKAN DI ONLINE ADMISSION GA DITULIS "3 PORTFOLIO DAN 500 WORDS HANDWRITTEN ESSAY" ???? !!! Sbegitu susahnya apa nulis bbrp kata dan syllablegitu ??? hahh ???!!! Asal lo tau aja yah UPH !lo slh nulis kek gt bisa gw tuntut tau ga ! jgn main2 soal peraturan ! apalagi yg soal kek gini ! lo udh merugikan waktu yg gw hbskan utk prgi ke UPH yg nun jauh di sana, lo udh ngabis2in bensin, uang, dan OPPORTUNITY gw !!! tgl 19 sept shrusny gw ad appointment buat Girlfriend magazine utk mnt sponsor media partner bua acr skolah gw...DAN GW HRS CANCEL cmn gr2 UPH !!! GW SHARUSNY BISA NGEDROP PROPOSAL KE KOMPAS DAN CONCEPT MEDIA KLO GA WASTE WKTU GW DI UPH !!!

3. Pas wktu giliran tmn gw, archie dftr. Dan dicek ijazah UAN SMPny...

Irma brengsek : ini ijazah SMPny belum dilegalisir. Harus dilegalisir.

Archie : loh, tp mbak, klo liat di APPLICATION TERMny *blk lg ni kt ke kebegoan UPH dlm membuat terms admission* cmn ditulis "Copy of NEM (UAN) SMP". Ga ditulis hrs dilegalisir. Klo yg soal raport kls 10 - 11 emg ditulis hrs dilegalisir (A copy of High School Academy Record grade 10 to 11 and legalized by the Principal)...tp klo yg UAN SMP ga.

Irma nyolot : Yahh...hrs dilegalisir...SMUA ORG JG TAU KLO DOKUMEN KEK GITU HARUS DILEGALISIR....*ngmgny dgn sangat amat nylot*

Archie : *udh ksel nih* lah, tru gmn dong mbak ?

Irma sialan : ya udh, balik aja tgl 18 okt msh bisa ko.

Archie : Lohh ? yg 18 okt itu bknny deadline yg utk direct admission yah ? yg scholarship deadlineny skrg khan tgl 19 sept ?

Irma : ga ko, diundur 1 bln. Jadi skrg adek blk aja. *dgn ketus*

Complain gw : SUMPAH UPH !!! Kenapa ga bilang dr pertama klo diundur jd tgl 18 okt ???!!! Gw udh ngebatalin appointment gw, ngabisin wktu 2 jam di mobil, ga bs tdur krn mkirin jalan dmn kt nyasar mulu, ngebuang2 bensin, bkin capek, bela2in ke RS Fatmawati buat bkin surat ini itu, dan TERNYATA PENDAFTARANNYA DIUNDUR ?! An***g Lo !!! Asal lo tau aja ! gw dan tmn2 gw bela2in ke UPH hr itu, padahal besoknya ADA UL MID SEMESTER !!! MAT LAGI !!! dan ternyata pendaftaranny diundur ??? Sumpah ! An***g abis lo !!! T*i tau ga !!! F***k !!! Asal lo tau lagi, mlmny, gw br bisa nympe rmh jam stengah 9 ! dan gw ga kuat blajar krn kcapekan ngantuk !!!

Complain kedua gw : di termny UPH cmn nulis "a copy of UAN from Junior High School", ga ditulis jelas itu tuh mintanya SKHUN ato IJAZAH...dan yg jelas, GA MINTA DILEGALISIR yah !!! Sumpah UPH, skali g deh, bkin peraturan yg bner kek ! dan konsisten !!!

4. Asal lo tau aja, UPH kekny buka online admission tu srius ga sih ? Ko pendaftar yg online admission pelayananny sucks gitu ?! Klo yg dftr direct, dpt map, bk panduan dll, yg online admission udh hrs ngeprint sndiri, ga dpt map !!! buku panduan aja ga !!! emg g bisa apa buku panduanny dibkin pdf di webny ? ktnya GLOBAL CAMPUS, gt aja ga bisa ?

Dan yg dftr online dr gonz masa data2ny dimasukin ke map abal yg tulisanny admission 2006, jd kek map bekas gitu !!! arghhh !!!! sumpah nyebelin abisss !!! yg online admission jg byr Rp 300.000 yah !!! WE DESERVE THE SAME SERVICE !!!

Intinya, gw kecewa berat sm UPH. Gedung boleh keren, tp pelayanan n sistemny ancur. BERESIN TUH DULU sblm bangga2in gedung ma fasilitas !!!

Org admissionny sndiri blg *Mbak Vero, yg suka dtg ke EDU Fairny Gonz...yg ini orgny baik n ramah btw, unlike si Irma brengsek* kalo tanggal deadline utk scholarship tuh jg baru keluar tgl 12 SEPT 2008, jd LAST MINUTE BGT yah asal tau aja !!! sistemny ga jls bgt sihh...sumpah gw kecewa abiss...kecewa....ILFEEL MAMPUS GW !!!

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My Future

Time flies by so quickly...I can't believe I'm in the 12th grade now. It seems like just yesterday was my first day in Gonzaga High school, it seems like just last week I graduated from junior high school. Now I am faced with choices and decisions to make. Lord, I don't think I'm ready for this. Or am I ? Haaahh....You see, I have this plans of my future....

It's not like, I'm-going-to-marry-this-guy plan, or I'm-going-to-have-2-kids kind of plan. Much more simple, yet require a great deal of efforts to achieve. I'm talking about my college/university plan, where I'm going after I graduate high school.

My master plan was I'm going to continue my study in Singapore, I'm going to take Visual Communication (graphic design) as my major. I have already had the university or college that I wanted to go to. NAFA (Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts) and NTU (Nanyang Technological University) are my targets. And of course, I'm looking for schollarship, there's no way I can afford paying all those bills. Even is my parents do have the money. For once, I want to be the one whose there to help. My parents have nurtured me, paid for my living, gave all the things that I wanted. And now, given the opportunity, I want to pay them back, give them my gratitude. The only way I can do that, is by getting a scholarship.

So there was my plan, Singapore, NAFA or NTU. Little that I know that my plan would suddenly change, over some outer influence. There's this scholarship from Japanese Government, called Monbukagakusho. It's 100 % scholarship, they pay your tuition fee, your weekly "huge" allowance, your plane tickets, everything ! You can't ask for any better scholarship, I have to admit the offer is very tempting.

The first time my Japanese teacher offered this scholarship, I didn't even consider it, I thought "it's a waste of time, I could never master Japanese, Japanese is so hard..." and lots of other excuses. Which is to me logical, I mean, If you study in Japan, the living cost is so high, you have to spent at least 2 years in mastering the language, and then you can apply for the university. It's a long and unnecessary process *that's what I thought at the time*.

But like I said, I was influenced by something....or should I say, someone. I had to say, this one thing, was the biggest mistake that I made through out my future plans. Over influenced by this 'someone', I became suddenly interested in the Monbukagakusho scholarship. I knew that the terms for the scholarship is really hard, but I think I was blinded by this 'someone' at that time. I was blinded upon the thought that maybe, If I could get this scholarship and study in Japan, I could be with him, I can be together with him. To think of it now, I was so foolish and naive. I altered my plans just because I wanna be with someone. It's so silly.

What a blessing that I realize before it was too late. Today, I went to Japan Education Fair in JCC. I was stunned by the long and difficult process of this Monbukagakusho scholarship. Everything about that scholarship seems impossible to me, now. I realized that, this is too big for me. I know, for sure, I know it FOR SURE, even if I study my ass to death, even if I cut all of my leisure time for studying, I wouldn't make it. I know confidence is an important thing, that I should never quite before I try, but I think it's more important to be realistic. What I need now, is to face the reality.

Hahahahaha...funny though, I turned my back once on Singapore...now, I'm holding on to it as my future once again. Good bye Japan, you were a wonderful dream, but I know my limit, I know my capacity, and if I have to face the reality and still having my confidence while doing it, Singapore is the best answer. I know it's not as glorious as how I-go-to-college-in-Japan sounds, but it's more realistic. I live in the real world, facing the reality and living it is my duty.

What do I learn from this experience ? Never ever involve your personal feelings to your plans ! Especially your future plans ! Don't go suddenly changing your college/university plan over wanting to be together with some guy. Go your own way ! Live your own dreams ! If he is really for you, then he will be yours by anyhow.

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August Rush

August Rush.....a film that gives you the true meaning of music, where it can be found, what it can do, what it can give.....I have to admit that I don't know what to say about this movie. This movie practically left me speechless.

I was literally stunned, I was sitting there in my couch, I could do nothing but to stare at the screen, to hear the sound, to hear the music....beautiful is not enough to describe it, amazing is too simple, fantastic is too humble....

Apparently I'm running out of words to describe it...verily, I could not found any word to describe it....All I can say is that this film is amazing, I have never cried over a music before this....I did not cry because of its dramatic and touching story, I simply cried over listening to the music....I was so overwhelmed and amazed, that tears came down from my eyes.

No words from me can do you no good...You should watch it for yourself, hear it, listen it, and be amazed by it...For it will give you the music, like you have never heard of....

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V's Introduction

Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition! [slashes a "V" into a Norsefire poster] The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. [giggles] Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me "V".

Hahahahahaha...if there's anybody out there who could understand those sentences above without having to open your dictionary....then please, do tell me. Because I at least had to open my dictionary for every 2 words....hahahahaha

The sentences above are quoted from the film V for Vendetta. A smart, witty, and fantastic film, favored with such a beautiful spirit of politics. A movie definitly worth watching !!! I suggest that you all should watch this movie. Taking all its difference with the graphic novel's version aside...the quality of this film (for me) stands corrected.

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Sweet Seventeen

11 April kemarin gw Sweet Seventeen loh....(pamer)....hahahaha...
Despite all the sadness and mental breakdown...I received the greatest of all from my friends...hehehehe....and also from him...

Teman - teman yang datang ke ulang tahun gw kemaren makasih yah...Thanks to : Hesty, Tian, Manda, Fani, Ella, Sekar, Dea, Veta, Thyra, Niken, Lucky, Archie, Aji, Aldo, dan Thomas...Makasih juga buat kado - kadonya.

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Roller Coaster Ride !

Seperti yang gw bilang di post gw sebelumnya, my love life recently is like a roller coaster ride. Satu hari bisa senang, riang, bersemangat, penuh harapan...tapi besoknya bisa langsung down, sedih, kecewa, putus asa...dan rasanya ingin nyerah aja. Satu contoh dari roller coaster ride itu yang paling mengena banget dan bener - bener bikin gw dalem banget...adalah kejadian pas malam sebelum ulang tahun gw yang ke-17. Gila ga tuh ? besoknya sweet 17, tapi malemnya malah ngerasain sedih, kecewa, nyerah dll.

Jadi ceritanya tuh....there's this guy...I like...hahahahaha....

Ruth curhat mode : on
Ruth romantic mode : on
Ruth nostalgic mode : on

Hahahahaha....

Iya, jadi gini...ada cowok yang gw suka. Anggaplah namanya si Oknum X. Gw udah suka sama dia sekitar 6 bulanan...sejak semester 2 klas 2. PDKT ? Udah ko...Hasil ? Nahh...ini dia...soal hasilnya gw ga yakin....hahahahaha...gw pikir dia juga sama - sama suka sama gw...tapi...pada tanggal 10 April 2008, kenyataan berkata lain...

Temennya si oknum X, yang deket sama gw dan yang selalu ngebantuin gw PDKT ma si oknum X ini...dia juga tempat gw curhat tentang si oknum X....banyak dehh jabatannya tuh orang ! Hahahahaha...

Nah, teman oknum X ini cerita ke gw....ini juga dia ceritanya beberapa hari setelah kejadiannya berlangsung. Teman oknum X ini beralasan dia ga tega ngasih tau gw ttg "hal ini". Dia malah pas chatting sempet nanya ke gw, "Ruth...menurut lo...kenyataan tuh lebih baik diketahui ga meskipun menyakitkan ?" Gw bilang, "Iya dong ! Lebih baik menerima kenyataan yang menyakitkan daripada kesenangan semu oleh kebohongan dan ketidaktahuan." Akhirnya....terbukalah pintu realita...

Teman oknum X ini cerita, jadi pas misa angkatan kemarin...dia khan duduk di samping oknum X. Lalu teman oknum X ini nanya ke oknum X, "ehh, X. Lo ko ga jadian aja sihh sama Ruth ?" Lalu oknum X menjawab, "gw lagi ga niat jadian untuk saat ini." Kalau soal dia-lagi-ga-niat-jadian sihh gw udah tau. Dan gw juga ga keberatan dengan hal itu, karena bagi gw yang paling penting adalah "perasaan suka gw terbalaskan".

Lalu...datanglah serangan kedua ! Temannya oknum X nanya lagi ke oknum X, "Hoo...trus kalau gitu, kalau misalnya "nanti" lo mau jadian...jadian sama siapa ? sama Ruth ?" Lalu oknum X dengan gampang dan jahatnya bilang, "ga ahh". Pas denger itu....gw langsung "DEGGG"..."ZLEBB" ! Ga jadian gw ga keberatan...tapi kalo dia udah ga suka, gw ga tahu harus berbuat apa lagi....

Tapi di samping sisi buruknya dari mendengar realita yang satu itu...di sisi lain entah kenapa...gw merasa lega. Kenapa ? Karena...selama ini gw selalu bingung. Bingung apa dia suka sama gw ato gak...bingung apa perlakuan dia yang ini dan itu ke gw tuh merupakan sinyal positif...ato emang gwnya yang kegeeran aja. Gw selalu dilanda kebiingungan kek begitu. Dan saat gw denger "ga ahh" itu...gw mendapatkan jawaban yang pasti. Kebingungan gw selama ini udah terjawab, meskipun jawabannya menyakitkan...tapi paling ga, gw udah ga kebingungan lagi...gw udah bisa lega, karena sekarang semuanya jelas. Ternyata dia ga suka sama gw.

Akhirnya...malam itu juga...malam sebelum ulang tahun gw yang ke-17. Gw membuat keputusan untuk mengakhiri semua ini. Gw memutuskan untuk melupakan dia, dan move on. Saat itu, keputusan gw udah bulat.

Esok hari pun datang, hari saat ulang tahun gw. Gw cerita ke temen sekelas gw, Via dan Veta...lalu gw juga cerita ke temen deket gw (yg jabatan lainnya di sekolah adalah biang gosip), Archie. Tapi dari semua curhat itu...yang paling mengena adalah curhat dengan Via. Kenapa ? Setelah gw bilang ke Via tentang keputusan gw, Via nanya, "Bener nihh Ruth ? YAKIN lo mau ngelepas dia ?". sebuah yes-no question yang sangat mudah dan simpel untuk dijawab....and yet...I couldn't answer it. Gw ga bisa menjawab pertanyaan itu. Gw cuma bisa terdiam...pas denger pertanyaan itu gw tuh langsung "DEGG" ! Suatu bukti dari ketidaksiapan gw melepas dia...tapi apa daya...tidak ada artinya mengejar sesuatu yang tidak bisa didapatkan. Gw berusaha keras ga ketemu sama oknum X dan mencoba ga ngeliat mukanya. Tapi...berhubung waktu itu gw ulang tahun, pasti ada acara SIRAM - SIRAMAN khan...

Pulang sekolah...gw papasan sama dia, trus tanpa gw kira...dia ngasih selamat ultah ke gw....kita salaman gitu. Padahal gw kira dia ga bakal ngasih selamat ke gw. Trus pas gw disirem sama temen - temen gw, dia juga ikut nyiram gw !!! Oh ya dan F.Y.I. gw disiram sama temen - temen gw pake adonan telor + air...lalu ada yang nyirem gw pake kecap asin juga...oh ya, ada juga yang nyirem gw pake ramuan cendol + onde - onde diremukin...dan yang terakhir...ada juga yang nyirem (atau mungkin lebih tepatnya...nyerbukin) gw pake KOPI BUBUK !!! Gile ga tuh ! Hahahahaha....

Oke...gw anggap dia-ngasih-selamat-ke-gw tuh normal...namannya juga "temen" lo ultah, masa ga disalamin....tapi besoknya...ada suatu hal yang lebih menggemparkan lagi !!!

Gw khan bikin acara traktir temen - temen gw gitu, dia termasuk dalam list undangan gw. Kita makannya di Warung Pasta, Kemang. Acaranya simpel...cuman makan - makan aja. Temen - temen gw yang cewek ngasih gw baju ZARA + buku Totto Chan, yang cowok pada ngasih buku. Tapi oknum X ga ngasih...gw juga ga mengharapkan dia ngasih sihh...dan dalam pikiran gw waktu itu, GA MUNGKIN juga dia bakal ngasih gw hadiah. Tapi...little did I know...my thoughts would soon be proven wrong.

Pas acaranya selesai nihh, gw khan ngedrop temen - temen gw ke Gonzaga (sekolah gw) lagi. Nahh temen - temen gw yang cewek dan dia tuh nebeng mobil gw sampe Gonzaga. Nahh temen - temen cewek gw ini mengatur sebagaimana rupa supaya di mobil tuh dia duduk di samping gw. Ga ngobrol apa - apa sihh pas di mobil. Secara gw waktu itu lagi skeptis, putus asa dan dalam usaha untuk melupakan dia. Lalu pas kita sudah sampai di Gonzaga pas temen - temen cewek gw udah pada turun...khan dia turunnya terakhir tuh, soalnya dia duduknya di samping gw. Sebelum dia turun, dia buka tasnya...trus ngambil sebuah kado dan bilang, "nihh". Gw saat itu kaget khan...kaget dan ga percaya. Gw bahkan ga bisa mikir saat itu...mungkin muka gw waktu itu kelihatan kek orang bego kali yah...soalnya waktu itu keknya gw tercengang - cengang dan bingung gitu ! trus dia blg lagi, "baik khan gw ?" sambil senyum. Gw cmn bisa senyum - senyum sambil masih tercengang - cengan.

Itulah turning point bagi gw. Dan saat itu gw sangat sangat bingung ! Di saat gw mo ngelepas dia, dia malah melakukan suatu hal yg bikin gw ga mau ngelepas dia. Ngapain juga ngasih kado ? Bikin orang bingung aja !!! Kenapa gw mempersalahkan banget soal ngasih-kado ini, soalnya...si oknum X ini tuh ga pernah ngasih kado ultah ke orang - orang ! Sama mantannya aja keknya ga dehh...ini yang bikin gw bingung...temen - temennya oknum X pas gw cerita tentang dia-ngasih-kado-ke-gw tuh pada kaget semua gitu. Yahh karena emang si oknum X ini ga pernah (jarang banget) ngasih kado ke orang ! Akhirnya....apa daya...kayaknya emang gw blom siap ngelepas dia dehh....

Bisa aja sihh gw jadi skeptikal dan menganggap bahwa kado itu ga berarti apa - apa...tapi, keknya hati gw memilih untuk mempercayai yang lainnya. Akhirnya...gw ga jadi ngelepas dia dehh....Tapi sekarang gw PDKTnya udah ga segencar yang dulu lagi...karena setiap kali gw berada di samping dia...realita seakan menampar gw, mengingatkan kembali ttg apa yang dikatakannya saat "misa". Jadi sekarang gw lebih menjaga jarak...lebih menahan diri. Dan sekarang gw mencoba santai...mencoba untuk membawa santai semua permasalahan ini. Dengan begitu, gw ga akan stress dan bingung...tapi di lain pihak gw masih bisa menikmati waktu gw saat bersama - sama dengan dia....hahahahaha....

Tak ada salahnya bersenang - senang saat jalan bareng...saat nonton bareng, tanpa harus memikirkan terlalu dalam soal "misa"....Jadi intinya...sekarang gw dibawanya santai aja !!! Hahahahaha....Nahh jadi beginilah Roller Coaster Ride gw !!! Hahahahaha....

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Haloo....Jumpa lagi dengan saya !

おはよう　ございます　！Buon giorno !
こんばんわ　！Buona Sera !
お元気　です　か。私　わ　元気　です　ねえ。。。Come stai ? E molto bene...Hahahahaha...intinya, "Halo !!! Apa kabar ? Gw baik - baik saja". Hahahahahahaha....Udah lama nih tidak blogging ria....apa kabar bloggers ? Sorry yah blog-ku...ditinggal lama sekali...maaf yaah....

Iya nihh...sudah lama sekali tidak aktif di blog. Hmm..gimana yah ? Entah itu karena lagi malas lahh...atau sibuk lahh...kalau mau disebut banyak sekali alasannya. Hahahahaha....tapi khan yang penting sekarang udah balik lagi nih.

Kalau ditanya apa saja yang terjadi selama siesta (halaahh...pake siesta2 segala...jangan siesta deh, VAKUM...hahahaha) gw selama ini...jawabannya, "Hmm, BANYAK SEKALI !!!". Mulai dari senang, sedih, kecewa, bingung, marah, jengkel, capek....BANYAK dehh !!!

Bisa dibilang...hidup gw akhir - akhir ini...apalagi Love Life gw akhir - akhir ini tuh udah kayak Roller Coaster ! Satu hari sedih, kecewa, dan putus asa...besoknya sudah bersemangat, senang, dan penuh harapan lagi. Begitu terus dan berulang - ulang. Hahahahaha...

Dari yang tadinya sudah mau melepaskan gebetan...besoknya terjadi hal yang terduga. Akhirnya niat terurungi...Yahh seperti itulah...begitulahh....hahahaha

Anyway, dari pada OOT di sini mending nanti gw bikin post tersendiri aja dehh....hahahahaha...

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